Sunday, January 25, 2004

Ouch.

Ouch.

I had to put Frankley to sleep yesterday.
I can honestly say that it was the hardest thing I have ever done.
She was my only companion for so long... I always felt like we were two peas in the same pod, meant to be together.
I don't know if you are supposed to feel that way about your cat, but I did. And I miss her terribly.

The apartment feels so empty. And it breaks my heart every time I open the door and she isn't waiting there to greet me. I don't think I had realized how much of an impact she made on my life. But now I really know this place is to big. I feel lost here. Maybe I just feel lost in general.

I don't understand why I had to lose her.

Life sucks.

I wish I could be more positive, but at this moment I really can't. At this moment I just hurt. And I miss her.


Posted by Autumn Goddess on 01/25 at 08:53 PM
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