Thursday, April 15, 2004
It’s a Beautiful morning…
It's a Beautiful morning...As I was walking this morning the smell of the sea was in the air. I kept thinking if I licked my lips I would taste the salt. There wasn't enough salt on the breeze to leave the taste, but the smell of the sea... I forget that I am so close to the ocean now. That just a few minutes away is a beach. You would think the sound of seagulls would tip me off. But perhaps I have been so lost in my mind and my emotions that I haven't had the chance to really take in my surroundings. Even with the clouds, with the hovering chance of rain, it is a beautiful morning.
I got up this morning and felt better than I have in awhile. I think I am finally starting to settle down and relax a little. These past few months have been very hard for me. So many things, so many emotions, pulling me in too many directions. I couldn't seem to get a handle on anything. I think I am starting to calm now. I feel the sense of inner peace trying to take over again. I missed it. I have missed waking up and stretching and just feeling ok. I have missed me.
There is nothing in my in-box at work. There are no emails waiting to be answered. No phone calls to return. I have a few odd requests here and there that I try to make fill up my day, otherwise the threat of boredom is taking over again. Project life. This is what it is all about I guess...
Onto another day!
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As you wake in the morning
What do you feel?
Does a rush of happiness
wash over you when,
Suddenly, you realize you are alive?
